The Very Last Quek

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2010-01-07T21:26:00.001+08:00

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All the wrong moves

2010-01-07T17:36:00.006+08:00

What am i doing ?

I hate myself for behaving this way.

All the wrong moves

Where's my consistency?

How foolish of me to let this take me down again and again.

I gotta learn this lesson for good and never ever make this mistake again!

i know i can do it but definitely not in my own strength...

when life burdens gets so heavy..

2010-01-05T22:26:00.010+08:00

Xiu's 21st Birthday Party

You know i love you Xiu! :)

Chang was amazed that i could eat so much!
That explains this shot being taken! ha

My baby Jan!

Xiu, you are a precious gem that i have found. I thank God for giving me such a great friend like you. Thanks for being there for me and for giving me good Godly advice. I love you, Xiu!

This week have been good.
Trials in my life just make me realized how much i need Him in my life.
Only in Christ alone can i find peace, joy and satisfaction.
I want to start this year living right.

I just love this song !
It encouraged me many times when i was down!

By your side- Tenth Avenue North
Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

Greatest love story ever told.

Cambodia

2010-01-03T01:20:00.006+08:00

Cambodia Kids! I love and miss everyone of them!

I'm going back, definitely! haha

Dinner @ Casino. Delicious food and beautiful scenery!

Played with the Cambodia kids at the sea side! (:

Lovely Sunset!

Washing Crew!

Dickson's Frog Jump

Green team!

We are the Champions, my friend!

We keep on fighting till the end! haha

Sweet Esther! I miss her dearly!

Thank God for a blessed trip to Cambodia.

It's just so nice to know..

No matter where we are, we are serving the same great & mighty God! (:

Through this trip, God has opened my eyes and i believe He wants me to go back there again!

I have a heart for mission & i would probably walk that path after i graduate from Rp.

But.. i got to keep praying for God's will in my life.

I have many plans for my life but i know God has a much greater and better plan for me! (:

Show me Your will,Father

Stay Home Wednesday

2009-12-30T20:34:00.003+08:00

Thank God i fell sick only when i'm back in Singapore.

I'm down with a fever, pretty bad diarrhea and nauseousness.

The doctor told me that it's food poisoning!

But i should recover soon, i hope!

In Cambodia, there is nothing much to worry about..

Now when i'm back in Singapore, there seems to be lots to worry about..

Just this fact, makes me want to go back to Cambodia!

But my heart is full of gratitude to know that anywhere i'm, His grace is sufficient for me!

Back from Cambodia

2009-12-28T16:59:00.003+08:00

I'm back! :)
Cambodia trip has been great!
I'm greatly blessed by this trip and i should be going there next year again ! :)
I'm starting to miss the Cambodia kids, the beautiful sunset, blanket of stars, fireflies, the peacefulness and seeing how God worked in marvelous ways! :)

I'll update more about it another day!

I can't help but to give praise to my great and wonderful Father Above!
I love you, Lord!

We are made to worship God!

Goodbye Singapore

2009-12-18T22:13:00.014+08:00

Tomorrow, I'm leaving already.
It feels as though I'm leaving for months ..
I'll be missing Christmas in Singapore though!

This Cambodia trip can also help me forget, re-focus and loosen out a lil!

Take care my dear friends.
I'll miss you guys!

Be thou my vision.

Make me a useful vessel for you, Father.

BTW, I GOT NO AUTO-ROAM!

SO I CAN ONLY REPLY ON 28 DECEMBER!

Leaving On A Jet Plane

2009-12-18T02:15:00.016+08:00

Thank God that i managed to finish what i need to do before i leave this Saturday morning!

I'm almost done with packing! (:

Today, i had a great time with Aurora, Rebecca, Faith & Lemuel! (:

We went to guilin for picnic!Guess what! While we were happily taking photos, a RAT came and tried to steal our food.Thankfully, Lem saved the day! It's always good to have a guy around!haha.

After which, we went over to Lem's place to play Uno, scrabble and sing songs together!

I'll never forget this song, "We didn't start a fire! " hahaha. Rebecca and Faith were trying their very best to sing this song!! It was hilarious! (: We watched "Orphan" after that and Faith was freaking out ! She is so adorable man! The movie is sick man but Lem loves it! Why am i not surprise? ha

Anyway, 1 more day to Cambodia!! I can't wait!

I pray for a Servant's heart.. Ready to serve, ready to give my all.

Not I, but Christ.

As i was looking back, i realized many things..

Don't be too ready to give your heart away...

Unlimited To Do List

2009-12-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

This week is gonna be a really busy one!
I got to do lots of things before i leave to Cambodia on Monday!
Oh man! Help!

Filled With Love

2009-12-14T00:07:00.007+08:00

Thanks for all the birthday wishes, cakes, treats, presents and all the effort put in to make it a really special day for me! I really appreciate it! ♥

thanks love.

2009-12-12T02:20:00.003+08:00

Thanks for the many b-day wishes ! :)

Things are going as planned. It seems so much brighter this way...

Understanding Test which..

2009-12-10T19:34:00.008+08:00

Ya man! Why bad grades happen to good kids like me! hahaha :D

All my results are out.
I am really disappointed with my atrocious results.
Even though I was affected by it.
I learn to let it go and start acting on it..
No point in brooding over things that I can't change at all.
Speaking about that, I need to apply it to other areas in my life too.

I have been making many good friends this year.
It's amazing and in fact, i like it that way.
I'll love you as a friend too.

Time to study for Physio Ut.

Ciao

Dempsey House

2009-12-09T23:36:00.005+08:00

A big thank you to my dearest friends (Ethel & Samatha) for a wonderful bday celebration! :)
The ambience was so nice! It reminded me of Gui Lin!! haha
The cake above was my bday cake! It's called Banana Salted Caramel Cake!
The three of us shared the dishes below!
Old-fashioned American sliders (burger with sweet potato and fries)
Squid Ink Paella
House Rib Eye Steak( i finally get to eat steak! haha)
It was delicious man but i'm super duper full and tired right now.

I'm off to bed :)

NIGHTS

who's in charge?

2009-12-09T16:19:00.006+08:00

I leave all things in God's direction

I need to let God be in charge.

I can't serve 2 Masters.

I need to get closer to Him first before getting close to you.

Without God in the picture.

Why should i waste my time and effort.

Staying out from this.

Staying out from this mess.

Gonna be wise in this area that i fall so so bad

What pleaseth God, that pleaseth me.

Life goes on..

2009-12-09T12:41:00.007+08:00

Constipated. hahaha.

I did not go to school today
But i really need to get things done.

1. Do my high-quest.
2. Study for my UT
3. Write letters to my love
4. Visit my grandma

Also, I'll be meeting Ethel and Sam for dinner tonight.
We are going to Dempsey.I like that place man! Nice chill-out place! :)

Wow! School holidays in about 5 days time.
Cambodia trip drawing nearer and nearer too ! (:

Sometimes i feel that I'm not ready and my heart isn't feeling right.
Do i really need to know the answer?
What's the rush?

let it go

2009-12-07T21:34:00.005+08:00

Today, i decided to let it go.

Even if i'm on my own, I can and i will handle it well.

my strength cometh from God...

Standard Chartered

2009-12-07T00:07:00.003+08:00

I had a great time being a masseur today!

I would love to massage more runners but sadly, the system screwed up

and i had to hop around to massage.

We even get paid $30 for massaging which is a really good thing ! (:

I can't take this in the right way.

help.

Wed

2009-12-05T22:35:00.005+08:00

I just came back from Sandra's wedding.

It was pretty interesting! She is married to an Indian guy!

btw, She is 22years old and she is married already!

Her brother was sitting on our table talking to us and he asked me, when is your turn? haha

Teresa replied him that it would soon be my turn and i want to marry ard that age too! hahahaha.

But i was thinking, would i really be ready by then? haha.

I'm 19 this year man. 3 more years? hahahaha. Madness isn't it? haha.

On friday night, Ian shared with us a message about trials in life.

I'm greatly bless by it and i would like to share with you guys ! (:

1. Recognize God allows trials.

Every temptation that we face, is a test from God.

2. Recognize God's purpose for times of trouble.

We glorify God best under pressure.

3.Recognize God's presence in times of trouble

Secret of trials/temptations: Know that God is with us.

Matthew 28:20 - I am with you always, even unto the end of the world.

Goodnight.

IF I CAN COOK

2009-12-03T20:22:00.009+08:00

I just came back from my 40 mins run! (:

Today, Nutrition practical lessons was pretty fun!
I was peeling the potato skin and cooking the pasta..
and some people just have to keep commenting about how unprofessional i look!
Even Edmund commented on it!
I was so afraid he would grade us according to that but thank goodness, he isn't that evil ! :D haha.

Anyway, you people wait and see !!
I'll probably be some pro chef next time, hosting a TV show!haha :)
If not, it doesn't matter right? Now different generation already.
I'll find a house-husband! hahahaha.

Urm..It seems like my plan failed.
It's way too hard and it just doesn't work
Time to improvise my plan again. ha (:

But no matter what, i have to guard my heart ..
I have to do this because i know how much it would affect me.
I need the Lord's guidance in this...
Show me Your will in my life, Lord ..

Don't let emotions lead your life, Let God lead your life!

Time for changes

2009-12-02T23:33:00.006+08:00

I guess....

I'll handle things differently now.

Come what may, i will love Him and serve Him with all my heart.

If

2009-12-01T18:06:00.019+08:00

I enjoy spending time with my family. (:
My sister drove the car to AMK central to get KOI bubble-tea even though it was very near to our house.
But oh well, we were supposed to go for BS but it was way too late so we detour!
I want to plan more outings for my family to get together..
I want to spend more time with them.
I don't want to cherish them only when they are gone..

Alright, I'm going to run now.
I have a goal to meet ! I have a massage to claim! haha :)

OH DEAR, I DID SO BADLY FOR MY PRESCRIPTION AND INJURY UT. ):
My first E so far. ):
I'm not gonna let this pull me down though.
I'm going to put in the extra effort to study and understand!
STOP being so Kan-chiong during UT too!
"I CAN DO IT! " SELF-TALK AGAIN. haha

If ,
everything was just ......
Where would i stand?
Never wanted to be stuck in this
Never wanted to be in the picture
I would rather be the one who leave

Father, give me the eyes to see..
Guard my heart, Father.

Nature Reserve

2009-11-30T23:32:00.003+08:00

Cambodia trip is coming! I can't wait.

Singapore is way too modernize and hectic.

Buildings after buildings!

Thank Goodness, there is still some nature reserve like Gui lin-beautiful! (:

But it's not enough..

i want to fly to some other country to see more of God's beautiful creation!

Fear of falling ...

Maturity of the mind is the capacity to endure uncertainty.

- to +

2009-11-29T22:24:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, i baked chocolate chip cookies!
It was a success! Unlike my the other peanut-butter cookies that look like biscuit
and taste like sweet. hahaha.
Vibe was good too! I played WII and now my arms are aching!
Suffering from DOMS! hahaa.

I have been trying to change my negative thoughts to positive thoughts.
It works sometimes but still not that easy when things are just happening right before my eyes.
Something triggered me to think of the past and i really don't wish to give anyone that feeling.
I want to be independent and be able to look after myself without letting others worry about me.
Recently, i asked my mom... Did i make you really worried about me last time?
She say, "Yes, always come home late, don't know what you doing! Same as Marlene last time! "
no wonder, Marlene and i are pretty close! haha
I'm already gonna be 19 man. Sooner or later, i'll no longer be a teen!!
Time flies! I don't want to waste my time doing things to please myself.
I want to serve you, Father..
Give me Lord, a servant's heart...

Find Rest in Him

2009-11-25T23:02:00.004+08:00

I just realized my previous post sound a bit emo.

But no worries! I'm not. I'm just drained and need more sleep!!

Anyway, I'm so glad that i went for the Cambodia meeting.

I almost let my tiredness stop me from going !

I needed the fellowship with Christians!

I love praying together as a group!

Heart-warming :)

"For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them."Matthew 18:20

One more thing, i thank God that i did fairly well for Pyschology and Physiology UT! :)

Drained.

2009-11-24T22:40:00.007+08:00

I'm drained out .

I can't seems to perform well.

I can't seems to have the mood in whatever i do.

I'm pushing my body to the limit.

I guess my body desperately needs rest.

If i carry on like this, i'll just go weaker and weaker as days goes by...

Tiredness can be such a distraction too.

Time to plan my time wisely.

Sleep by 11am everyday!

I CAN DO IT (SELF-TALK, haha)

ps: my brother Benji just came back from India!

With great expectations, comes great disappointments.

I should STOP expecting things to happen...

2010

2009-11-23T22:33:00.007+08:00

The movie 2012 was good! :)
But we were all freezing in the movie theatre!
Bec and i did funny things just to keep each other warm man!
It was hilarious!

Whatever will be, will be..

I'll keep praying and leave it in God's hands.

If is Your will Father, let me know..
If not, please take away all desires..

2009-11-22T22:07:00.004+08:00

Flea market today was a blast!
We sold many things and managed to raise about $600 in total! :)
Thank God ! :)
A big thank you to Aika, Jean, Melody, Chia wen, Ruby
and many others for helping out in the flea-market! :)
I really appreciate each and everyone of you. :)

Once again, the same situation happened again! (shocked? yes! )
But i tried my best to ignore it and not let it affect me.
It was bad at the start but at the end, it was fine ! :)

You know what?
Your presence doesn't matter anymore.
I'm going to enjoy myself even if you are there.
Yes, i do miss u as my friend who jokes a lot and all.
But.. If that's the way you want it to be.. I'm fine with it now.
I want to react in the way God would want me to and not let it affect me anymore.
After all, it's not about me and I'm glad you are back to church!
I pray that you will stay close to God. :)

Heaven is a wonderful place

2009-11-21T09:53:00.003+08:00

I did my devotions(daily bread) today and i would like to share with you what i have read.

“Do you wish you would wake up tomorrow morning to discover that the person you loved most passionately loved you even more?
Wake up hearing music you have always loved but had never heard with such infinite joy before? Rise to the new day as if you were just discovering the Pacific Ocean?
Wake up without feeling guilty about anything at all?
See to the very core of yourself, and like everything you see?
Wake up breathing God as if He were air?
Loving to love Him?
And loving everybody else in the bargain?”

“I go to prepare a place for you,” Jesus told His disciples (John 14:2).
We all share the desire—really a deep-down yearning—to be in that glorious home forever.
It is a place of indescribable bliss.

The greatest pleasures of earth cannot be compared to the joys of heaven.

Do you know where you are going after you die?
Do you know you can be 100% sure?

Going mad?

2009-11-20T21:15:00.008+08:00

This whole week has been pretty crazy for me!

I couldn't make it for Tuesday BS and street-e this week!
I had unfinished school assignment and ut then.
Also, i had to settle the flea market clothes.

My busyness did not stop me from thinking (-) thoughts though.

When I'm on my way home alone or even at home, I'm deep in thoughts.
My mind is constantly flashing images and thoughts about things that i have little control about.

My classmates are great but i can never get personal with them.
I really miss Rebecca and Azilah being in my class! ):

I'm seriously struggling to stay focus!
These were just so many things crowding my way and vision of God...
I feel that i'm going through a spiritual attack
And i know satan knows my weakness very well.
I feel so weak and useless at times, turning to self-pity and thinking of (-) thoughts.
Forgetting the fact that the Lord Above is much greater than all my problems added up together and He is in FULL control!
This peace and satisfaction in my heart that can only be found in Him Alone..

Dear Father Lord In Heaven,
Please remove all thoughts that is bad for me..
but open my eyes to see what you want me to do in my life and not see things in human's perspective...
Bind the hands of the evil one and help me to find strength in You Alone.
Take away all distractions in my life that hinder my r/s with You
and keep my eyes fixed on You Alone.
Give me Lord, a servant's heart .
I want to serve you with all my heart, soul, mind and strength.

Amen

Laughter is not only the best medicine, sometimes it is just the best disguise!

Good Run!

2009-11-19T23:50:00.005+08:00

I finally sort out the flea market clothes!
Sadly, the clothes ain't very nice.
I pray hard that God will help us to raise enough funds for the Cambodia trip!
Please keep us in prayer too! :)

I had a good run today! :)
I ran with Gh !
He is my personal trainer , running buddy, advisor and tutor!
He took the same sports modules before!
He really helps me to have a much better understanding about what i'm learning now!
Thank God for such a useful brother-in-law! hahahahaha

I can sleep with a peace of mind now ! :)

Nights

UT 1 IS OVER!

2009-11-19T00:12:00.005+08:00

Botanical Gardens :)

Prescription Ut today.
Pretty screwed up..
I need to learn to read the question properly and stop being so tensed up!
Overly-aroused --> too much anxiety --> performance level drop! ):

Oh well, i just thank God UT 1 is OVER! :)
Time to catch up on my sleep.

However, i still cant sleep early today!
I have not done my RJ! ):

I have to settle my flea market event !
I have to go back to church tmr to sort the clothes out again...!
I just pray hard that we would be able to raise enough funds for the Cambodia trip!

ps: i wonder what that means?

Haunting Past

2009-11-17T19:14:00.006+08:00

I have been dragging myself to go to school for the past weeks!

I need my SLEEPP! I MISS SLEEPING FOR 8 HOURS OR MORE! HAHA

Anyway, i had UT today.

I always make stupid mistakes!

I never read question properly and it was obvious that the marathon runner needs carbo-loading but i say he don't need because the race is below 90 minutes?

Am i dumb or what? hahahah.

I hope i can get a grade B though.

I'm eating lemon cookies now! It's really delicious but really fattening too.

My mom keeps baking and i keep eating! haha!

I would never go hungry when i'm home! :)

Today, i saw someone and once again, i was taken by surprise!

Recently, i keep on meeting people of my past.

Sometimes i wish i never went through all this. It's so silly and waste of my time.

But God taught me so many lessons and

i guess i should actually thank God for it as it made me a much stronger person now.

In fact, my perspective changed so much and i'm so much more independent now.(i hope?haha)

I like the idea of being friends..

People always tend to skip that stage/pass that stage so fast.

The next moment you know, they are together already!

Anyway, i'm feeling rather sad now.

My aunt only got 1 more year to live.

She has bile-duct cancer.

Life is really short.

How would you want to live your life?

Picnic

2009-11-15T23:10:00.006+08:00

Today is the Sabbath's day.

I went to church as usual.

Sunday service was good :)

I took back some key points.

Being a leader, we need to practice what we preach..

if not don't expect anyone to follow what we say!

Ethel and i had a picnic celebration for Sam's 21st birthday at Botanics' Garden.

We planned a mini treasure hunt for her but it's idiot proof.

The clues were so obvious!

I made her do some stupid duck walk, sing a song, walk blind-folded and telling her to squat down and walk when there wasn't any obstacles in-front of her!

It was hilarious man! haha :)

She thought i was bringing her to some nice restaurant but ended up we had a picnic!

Thank God, she told me it was like a dream come true. She always wanted to have a picnic ! (:

We had a very nice view. The pond and trees were right in front of where we were sitting!

There were lovely swans too ( for some reason, they were black in colour! )

We took many nice photos! I will upload once i get hold of the photos :)

When i reached home, i called Shekinah!

I tell you. I miss her so so so much.

She is like my happy pill!!! :D :D :D

Thank God that despite being so far away from each other, we are still soooo close!

I can't wait to see her and everything.

Please come back soon, Sheky..

The Lord Above Never fails us

2009-11-14T12:30:00.003+08:00

I start my day by having a prayer session with my parents and Jill. :)

After that, i did my high quest. Now we have to memorize memory verses!

It's so good to start my day praying and seeking God through reading His word..

Thank God that everything is now settled and i have a peace of mind.

Indeed God is in control and there is no need to get worried ! :)

I'm weak but He is strong! Trials in life act as a reminder for me !

He reminded me that i can't try to serve / lead a life with my own strength but i have to let Him take control of my life and every decision i make. :)

Those who are facing trials in life, remember the Lord is in control and nothing is too great for Him to help you in! :) In fact, He loves us so much and nothing can change that fact!

Praise the Lord for that wonderful truth :)

xo,Beverly

The table has turned...

2009-11-14T01:46:00.003+08:00

So now you plan to let history repeat itself again?
When will this end? I'm sick of it .
Why can't you just face it and settle it once and for all...

I guess time will eventually heal the wound...

Knock me down

2009-11-14T00:30:00.004+08:00

There are just so many things i need to do..

I have been pretty stressed-up lately.

Just one day alone, i was in a awkward situation twice.

It hit me suddenly and i did not expect it to happen at all..

I'm sorry to those who talked to me but yet i wasn't really listening or being responsive!

There are just so many things on my mind...

Where do i start? I need a plan and a solution to it!

When i was in the shower,this verse came into my mind!

2 Corinthians 12:9

My grace is sufficient for thee: for My strength is made perfect in your weakness.

It just so nice to know that God is in full control and He alone can help me through storms in my life! :) Even though i'm weak but He is strong and i can just simply trust in Him! :)

Dear Heavenly Father, please help me to be wise and guide me through my life..

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all

A Series of unfortunate events

2009-11-12T22:53:00.008+08:00

School today was alright.
My whole class only had 1 break-out !
I had lunch with my classmates which is actually quite rare..
Samuel Yang today was somehow stricter than usual today!
I guess we slacked way too much and is time he start acting on it?!?

After school, i went over to town and met up with Jo-en to get some stuff.
After that, we went for Street-e!
Thank God for opportunity to talk to 1 girl but i was coughing quite badly and i had a hoarse voice when i talked to her.

You know what!
Something really weird happened when i was at the traffic light crossing!
A rat ran up to this woman's feet and bite her toes!
The woman was horrified! She quickly swing her foot to get rid of the rat.
She actually cried after that and seek comfort from her boyfriend.
I guess she was in a state of shock and her foot really hurts!!
It was so weird man! I witnessed the whole scene before my eyes!
And why on earth did the rat bite her toes man? hahah.

The past few days, i had a series of unfortunate events.
Thank God that He substained me!

Alright, time for bed.

Nights :)

Voom Voom Boomz!

2009-11-10T20:04:00.007+08:00

Today 's lesson was so slack.
I was the first group to present and after i presented, i totally switched off..
After school, i went to eat waffle with Rebecca and Azilah!
I miss eating my maple waffle! It was delicious but fattening! hahahah
When we are done eating, we actually stopped at the lawn and take photos!
Just because i wear the headband, they asked me to pose as a cheerleader/ yoga master! How annoying!
So funny la! I'm so stiff that i can' t even do a proper pose.
Not like, bec and azilah! ( Pro dancers! haha)
After that, we all went home!

On my way home, i met my sisters at her block.
Jill rode me home from there which is a really short distance away from my home!
At the car-park, i decided to try riding her Vespa!
Whoooo.. It was awesome!
But my balancing was so bad! I can see Jill getting so anxious when i rode her bike!
I really feel like riding bike now BUT Jill was constantly reminding me that i should not ride bike due to the high accident rates and also we both almost died once when she pillion me!
Thank God that He preserved our lives!

I pray hard that God will keep each and every sibling safe when they are riding on the roads!

I'm going to turn in early today.
My body desperately needs the rest!!
Ciao :)

Beverly

Agape Floorball

2009-11-08T23:52:00.009+08:00

Agape Floorball
Greatly blessed by this amazing team!
Each one of them impacted my life and are all special in their own ways!
A big thank you to my coach (Marcus) for encouraging me through-out the season
and not giving up on me!
I'm guilty of not turning up for training--> bad performance!
I have no one else to blame but myself.
I was focusing too much on outcome goals.
I just want to play in the league and do well!
I did not even bother train on my basic skills and team-work!!
So what if im a Quek? It doesn't matter at all..
Everything comes with hard-work and i can't expect overnight changes/improvements!

I can't say for sure whether i'm staying in this team/ stop playing!
But if there will be a fb club that i will join, it would definitely be this club!
The friendship we built during these few months, is really precious to me
and it makes a whole lot of difference! :)
Agape- Love in greek
our name already says a lot about this team! :)

I feel quite ashamed of myself actually!
My other team-mates were commited and friendly!
I was basically slacking and not giving in my best.
But oh well, no point regretting !
I will learn from my mistakes and be a better (wo)man!

Once again, im also reminded that prayer is vital BUT

Prayer without Action --> Ineffective

Thanks Agape for the valuable lessons learnt!

Love each one of you.

Beverly

Christmas is coming

2009-11-07T00:27:00.008+08:00

Come to think of it,
one year is gonna pass soon!
It seems to be passing day by day in a really fast pace!

I wonder have i done enough for the Lord?

Anyway, today's message was good.

Secret For Spiritual Strength

1.Sorrow
Fellowship with God broken --> sorrows --> drives us to pray.
Thank God for a sorrowful heart!
Sorrow--> desire to surrender to God

2.Surrender
"Not my will, but Your will be done"
Surrendering to God--> brings strength..
No one can ever push God around.
It's a moment by moment decision to surrender to the Lord...(even the simplest things)

3.Strength
Isaiah 40:31 - But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
We have the Holy-spirit to strengthen us in this "race"!
To Surrender/Set apart means to be obedient to God--> Sufficient strength and grace will be given to us-->Peace & Joy that last .

Romans 8:31 -If God be for us, who can be against us?

I hope this short message blessed your Heart as much it did for me! :)

Goodnight

ps: my new tag-board is up !

For you i will live

2009-11-04T17:56:00.005+08:00

School today was pretty crazy.
We all became a artist today.
Drawing all sorts of funny things on each others hands and legs.
My faci tolerance level is really high! She did not even scold/get annoyed by us!
But sadly, she is leaving us already.. ):

Anyway, I know i don't need a person but yet my heart secretly yearns for someone to love and to be love in return...It seems to make life brighter !
But that's just a selfish thought as i have to be patient and wait for God's perfect timing.
In many aspects, i know i'm not ready and there are still many things i have to learn..
i know the Lord has been trying to tell me, " Beverly! won't you just listen and wait for My perfect timing? "

Like what i learn in psychology,(not bad huh? i still rem! ha)
i need to keep focus.
Distractions comes in many ways and can be really distruptive.
Many "focus" strategies are being taught but ultimately once i keep my focus off the ultimate goal(to live for Him), what's the point of my existence?

ps: I'm excited for the Cambodia trip!!! Can't wait! Really Can't wait!!!

Monopoly

2009-11-03T00:09:00.009+08:00

I played monopoly in becca's house today!
Guess what, i'm the richest despite bec,azilah trying to cheat my money by landing at my house and pretending that nothing happened! haha
oh well, it brought back memories about my childhood days..
I used to love playing that game and we even brought it outside my house to play..
It used to be exciting, but now the excitement level kinda died off already.
Anyway, sometimes i really wonder..
The same mouth we use to worship God, is the same mouth we use to gossip, lie and say unkind words..
How terrible that is man!
I pray hard that my life would be use to glorify God only and not stumble anyone in anyway.
May we be watchful of our behaviors, lest we stumble others...

In my life Lord, be glorified...

In my heart Lord, be glorified...

Grace alone

2009-10-31T00:17:00.006+08:00

The past few days, have been great!
The Lord has indeed been gracious to me :)

I was amazed by His wonderful creation " little guilin" !
The scenery was AMAZING and i never saw such beautiful part of Singapore!
Lem said that was the first time he heard someone being so amazed by it! haha
I must say, it was indeed a amazing night! :)

On Thursday, i went for street-e!
When my bro Benji started to pray, this "crazy woman" went up to him and scold him !
It was so freaky but i personally feel it's a spiritual attack!
Shortly, some police-men went over to take care of the situation!
I was shock! I thought she is going to beat up my brother or do something nasty!
But oh well.. Thank God, He kept us safe.
Anyway, i paired up with Annabel and we talked to this 18 years-old girl.
She told us her life story and we were glad to have this opportunity to talk to her.
However, she didn't made the decision..
But i believe with all my heart that God is in control and He will do a marvelous work in those people we talked to during street-e.. :) He will do the finishing work and salvation is His!

Today, i went over to lot-1 to meet Jo-en!
She is so funny man..
She did her manicure for like 1hr30mins and i had to wait for her!
After that, we had a quick dinner!
By then, we were so late for teens fellowship!
Anyway, i thank God for the message by Ian..
Once again, it was a reminder for me and we should find our identity in Christ alone..

Oh ya, i had an embarrassing experience in the bus today!
I was busy looking for my ez-link card to tap out but the bus driver end up driving away!
It was moving with the doors open and i had to quickly rush out of the bus..!!
Everyone was like !!! hahaha

I love you, Father!
Thank You God that i can always look to u anytime of the day!

i rather not..

2009-10-27T21:35:00.003+08:00

What are the odds?
I rather not.......

His grace is sufficient for me

2009-10-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

My day ended off well.
Sorry for making you guys worried over me.
I really thank God for u guys, doing all sort of funny things just to cheer me up!
You guys are gems man! :)
Thank God that His grace is sufficient for me..
I pray hard that my fire for Him will never ever die.
I want to focus on God and not expect anything from people on this earth.
Humans make mistakes, so yeah..
Career,boy-friend, family(future) or whatsoever, God had it planned out.
There's nothing for me to worry about! :)

Praise the Lord who is worthy of all our Praise!

disappointments

2009-10-23T16:43:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with me?
I couldn't hide my disappointments..
ARGGG.

GET OVER IT, BEV

shine your light

2009-10-22T23:33:00.001+08:00

Street-e today was good!
I spoke to 2 person! :)
It just sad to know how "Christians" stumble others!
We are supposed to show love and not be mean/nasty..
Also, do not store earthly treasures for it doesn't last and would not matter in the end..
I just pray that God would remove the bad experiences
the person had and helped her to see the light!
Don't focus on men as you will surely face dissappointments ..
Focus on God.....

Mark 8: 36 -For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?

If

2009-10-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me

if I sing you a song would you sing along
or wait till im gone , oh how we push and pull
if I give you my heart would you just play the part
or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful

what a sweet song.... :)

I'm finally going to bed with a peaceful mind.

should i stay or should i go?

2009-10-21T20:06:00.000+08:00

Guess what ! I have no plans today ! All my close friends are sadly busy. haha
But actually, it is a good thing. I need to be home more often and get things done.
Anyway, i headed home after school and went for a run!
I just kept on running and running ! I even climbed stairs !
When i reached home, i was exhausted! I haven't felt this way for such a long time.
I was thinking, how on earth am i going to do my rj and lab report?
I want to jump into bed right this minute!
But oh well.. i didn't...

Honestly, i have been trying to push that thought away.
It's not easy and in fact, i'm struggling big time.
What am i even thinking?
I'm afraid...
Is God leading me in that direction?
I need to know.

Should i stay or should i go?

roller-coaster ride

2009-10-19T15:33:00.000+08:00

I really don't want to be on the emotional ride again.
DISTRACTED
It's hard to keep my focus.
I rather be emotionless than have over-whelming emotions that confuses me/stumbles me

Keep my eyes fix on Thee..

When life burdens gets so heavy and it seems i'm all alone,
I cast my care on Jesus.

Phili 4:13 " I can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth me"

After hearing some stuff, i'm pretty affected!
I don't want to wear a mask but be humble and willing to change for the better for God's glory.
Not i, but Christ.

Dear Lord, Please help me..

My heart overflows with praise to my God

2009-10-18T22:24:00.001+08:00

Today, i went for first service!
The msg was about nehemiah.
When God gives us a burden/desire, He will see us through no matter what! :)

After that, went off to eat lunch with Lem.
When it was abt 1, i went over to his church !
It somehow bought back many memories about those days i was in BFC !
The pastor way of preaching was more serious with lesser jokes but i enjoyed the msg and he brought across his point really well!
After that, i went to another church!
It felt so much like a sermon marathon but i was gladly blessed ! :)
Some of the youths there are on fire for God !
And they really bother reaching out to a new-comer like me! haha
Truly, thank God for their living testimony! :)
It somehow brought a revival in me!
Btw, i really thank God that he is coming back to God !
Indeed, God answers my prayer !
And He honors me when i just learn to let go and let God :)
My heart overflows with praise to my God!

In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath.
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.

Baking session

2009-10-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

I just came home not too long ago!
Dickson and i baked the idiot proof blueberry muffins but we kinda failed):
We did not know how to read the stupid measuring cup!
all jay's fault! his measuring cup is so misleading! hahahaha
Also, we used his microwave oven which is pretty small and pathetic.
Half the muffins was burnt, the other side was fine though! Weird oven. haha
The blueberry muffins turned out milky but i improvised ( pro eh? haha) and added some choc chips & m&m!
Not that bad after all, i guess! haha
After that, Aika baked brownie! We decorated the brownie so nicely with DICKSON'S name
but Aika the smart alex, FORGOT to mix the choc syrup so we had to re-do !!
Oh well, i had fun though :)
I was practically in the kitchen for almost the whole time
I believe i'll be a good housewife in future :):)!! hahahaha

Alright, time to look for clothes for sunday church !
Nights everyone! Happy birthday Dickson in advance :)

ps: i called Sheky just now !
I passed the phone to everyone but i didn't get to talk much to her though ):

Refreshing start of the day

2009-10-17T10:24:00.000+08:00

I feel GOOD!
i finally went for a run!
Guess what! i ran alone!!!!!
I was so so determined not to give up and i didn't ! :)
I just remembered something! i have not been doing my high quest!
I kept forgetting and
it's somewhat out of my system after not doing it for a month plus!
Jo-en's fault la! jk :)
Anyway, it's dickson's bday celebration today!
I guess we are gonna have lots of fun!
And i'll be calling Sheky at 7pm & she will get to talk to everyone there! :)
I miss her lots and lots man!
Oh ya, i just fixed my tag-board!

I don't want to go through this again...

Think on these things

2009-10-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

I didn't go youth today.
I left school pretty late and i reached home at about 6.
I had to finish my sch work first before i can go.
By the time i was done, it was already 730?
I was about to leave till i got tempted to roller-blade at eastcoast park.
In my mind, i thought.. i'm already so late for youth, might as well ?
Now, i feel kinda weird. I should have just gone for youth.
Now it's already 8pm and i'm still home and the roller-blading thingy is not confirm!

Being at home too long, isn't healthy for me at all.
Thoughts run wild and i lose my focus somewhat..
I'm so silly! so so silly!

Phili 4:8 "whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things"

Fill my mind with thoughts of You.

Thank God for friends sweeter than honey

2009-10-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

No words can describe how grateful am i to have so many nice and good friends.. :)
I'm pretty troubled about this particular issue.
I don't want to get involved and i want it to be as normal as possible..
I need time and God's direction.
I can't do it in my strength any longer.

Show me your will, Father.

Final

2009-10-12T19:12:00.000+08:00

This is final.
It shall be ended once and for all..

I want to turn my eyes upon Jesus and not find love from men on earth.
At least for now, i know.. It's not God's will...
The best part is i know i don't need to worry because God has a perfect plan for me!
No need to worry about who i will marry/whether i would even get to marry before God comes! hahaha.
His will is best for me.

Mending a broken heart

2009-09-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

Honestly, many times i felt that it is not easy to be walking in the light..
But why should we let our feelings/emotions control our life?
When we choose to give up high places in our life, it's gonna be a painful process..
But i know.. God has a much better plan for me! i would say God has the best plan for me!!
I can only experience it, if i let go and let God take control of my life..
I thank God that i finally gave up this high place in my life that is stumbling my walk with God..
I can't describe the peace i got from God when i just let go..It's amazing!

I'm sure, everyone will somehow face BGR problems or having crush on the opposite party.
But please remember this, if God is not in the picture, it just won't work!
Don't even think that you can bring ur boyfriend/girlfriend to God after you get together!
In fact, they will just pull u further and further away from God..
Think about it this way.. if you try to make a r/s work in your own hands, there's a much higher rate of failure and u will probably lose the person that you want..
If God is in the picture, as both of you seek God in every area of your Life, put God first, you will definitely be able to sustain the r/s!
Moreover, you get God's blessing!!!
How wonderful that will be! :)

I have gone through that before,thinking that i can make the r/s work but it just won't work and i don't want anyone of you out there to go through the same thing as me!
It leaves awful scars in your heart and it's a really painful process that brings me on a emotional ride again and again..
Seriously, what's the rush anyway?
Let God, show you the special one for you. Rem He has a perfect plan for us!
If it's meant to be, it will happen! Patience, my dear friends ! :)

love, beverly

painful path to walk

2009-08-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

Should i get this phone?
Samsung i900 Omnia! :)
My line is up! Time to change my phone.
I have been using my sony ericsson phone K810i through-out man!
Amazed? I didn't lose it / spoil it! ( Actually it's kinda spoilt ! hah)

Anyway, i went to school today
School was quite slack
We had to do a Olympic poster, mascot & logo!
I went home after that.
Staying at home, isn't healthy at all.
Mental health is doing really bad
I have to learn to live with the fact that..
But it gets harder each time.
It is so simple: Let go, let God

but yet.. i can't seem to fully surrender it to God
The decision will come painful but that's the right thing to do...
Nobody on this earth is perfect.
Putting hopes on humans will only bring me disappointment
but yet i struggle & still repeat my mistakes
When will i ever learn...

Only You,Lord will never ever let me down or leave me...

Help me, dear heavenly Father...
Trust

what is life all about?

2009-08-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

Daphne & Eugene's Wedding :)
Yeah, Jan looks really really cute in that picture yeah!
Oh well , they say she looks like me..
so yeah... hahahah

Anyway, this week have been a struggle for me
Bad attendance in school
I gotta buck up !

Have you ever wondered what life is all about?
School, work, sleep?
Life on earth will pass one day.
Do you know the true meaning of life?

Without God, what's the point of living on this earth?
People need the Lord..
So many dying , lost, troubled souls in need of your love today.
What are we doing?
Living for ourselves?!?
me, my, i?
Doing things that will never fill the emptiness in our heart?
Do you know God loves us so much that
He gave us a choice whether or not to believe in Him..
But are we really going to walk away & deny that there is no God?
Just look at His creations!
The beautiful mountains, sky, trees
& how each one of us are so wonderfully made!
A human body itself is a amazing creation!
In Anatomy lessons, i learn more about the human body
& how amazing our body work! -homeostasis!

Who can deny that there is no God above?

Remember, friends & loved ones may fail us, but God never will

Where are you putting your hopes, strength in?
Would it matter in the end?

When life seems to much to bear..

2009-07-30T12:58:00.000+08:00

Bless by this passage i read..

When we share another’s burden,
We display God’s love and care,
Offering relief and comfort
When life seems too much to bear. —Sper

True compassion puts love into action.

Do right

2009-07-30T11:14:00.000+08:00

Making many wrong choices in life..
Knowing what's right from wrong but yet, the flesh is weak
Dear Lord, give me the strength to do right..

Right is always right
And wrong is always wrong
But we must learn to separate the two..
If you love the right, the Lord will give you light
So seek the right in everything you do

Do right till the stars fall
Do right till the last call
Do right when there's no one else to stand by you
Do right when you're all alone
Do right though it's never know
Do right
If you love the Lord
Do right, do right

home sweet home

2009-07-28T17:41:00.000+08:00

Some random photos taken in class!
Guess where were we? haha
Under the table! hahaha

I skipped school today
Kinda regret it
But i was too tired! slept late last night.
I'm quite ashamed of myself
Copy a passage from a website and paste it in my Rj & got caught
Downgraded
How silly. It's suppose to be my own reflection journal..!
Oh well, "be sure your sin will find you out" ! How true. haha
Anyway, i have been eating non-stop. Staying at home is so unhealthy!
Junk food available all the time! Cakes, biscuits, sweets, ice-cream!
Oh man! fats i like. haha
Woah! My mom just baked cheese-cake. The smell is over-powering!
Yum yum!
Oh dear, resist the temptation? how to?
My mom's cooking & baking skills is superb! :) jealous?
Alright. I'll end here.

Sometimes i really wonder... what am i to you?

A picture paints a thousand words

2009-07-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

Durian feast!

Lynn indeed has the durian smelling skills! haha

Tempted?

Our cute lil bunnies except for Sheks' :)

Inspired?

As graceful as the ballet dancer :) haha

My failed attempt to pose like a ballet dancer!! ha

B& J'S! Cranberry juice is good, isn't it!! haha

Vintage Photo-shoot at Shanny's place :)

I wore shanny's mom ( my Ah Mai's long vintage checkered dress)

Taken by annabelle, the professional photographer :)

A trip to the child-care centre in RP

Relief fACI

Try my powerful kong fu Kick!

Anti- AIDS pledge

Faci's baby + random photos with Rebecca & Azilah

BFR / MAGERAT CEDAR NIC
I have such a great time with you girls
Hope to see you girls for Vibe next month!
Nic, pls be earlier this time okay? :)

Shocked!!

Retards! hah

Kevin looks gay here! haha

Random photos with my classmates

Interesting outing

2009-07-03T11:25:00.000+08:00

On Wednesday, i went out with Xiu & i had so much fun time with her..
We tried on clothes, walk around & the most embarrassing thing happen to me! ( her too actually)
I dropped my phone in Miss Selfridge & my battery actually went missing...
I spend about 15 minutes there looking for it & i had to even trouble the staffs working there.
I know, how silly! haha
Thank goodness, one of the staff found it in the end!
Poor Xiu, had to endure all the embarrassment! haha
I went to watch transformers with martha, ter & many others..
The movie is good to martha & me but the rest disagree..

On Thursday, i went out with shek, shan & xiu ! Believe it or not, i was early okay! (: Xiu seems surprise when i was there early but i guess i'm slowly kicking the bad habit...
Xiu & i had lunch at level 4 shaw house & she actually drank her large ice lemon tea so fast & she even finished my too!!
Seriously, i wonder.. Is she a camel or something? haha
She really drinks a lot.. I stayed over her house the other time..
She is constantly telling me that she's thirsty. How interesting...
When lynn shan FINALLY arrived, we did some shopping & got some ice cream! (:
The moment i got the cup ice-cream, it start to melt & my hand got all dirty.
Xiu & shan are very smart girls indeed. They refused to hold the cup ice-cream..
But they are not that smart afterall, i almost dropped the whole ice-cream on shan's rainbow tee! haha.
Yeah, i save the ice-cream in the end & we had a great time eating. ( the choc isn't tt good though): )
After that we went to the stationery shop.. Xiu has some obsession with stationery & i really don't know why. She gets so excited when she's there. She told me she has a pencil box full of pens that she doesn't use. Seriously, how weird can one get? haha

We went to borders bookshop after that..
Xiu was looking for this friendship/love book and the staff worker had to lead her to the book..
That staff walk super duper fast.. I had to walk extra fast to catch up with him!!
Xiu thinks that i have short legs tt's why!! how annoying.

Soon, Shek arrived & we watched duplicity.
I couldn't understand the story until they explained to me.
If you like those kind of confusing movies, you should watch that! (: (ha)

After that, we had to go dhoby ghuat for street e..
Before meeting up with the rest, we went to get Yogurt
I wanted to prove to xiu that height doesn't matter.
I walked so fast & i actually reached the yogurt place first! Right xiu? hah

Okay, serious now.
Street e was good.
I paired up with dawn & we met 3 groups of people.
I believe God will do a work in those people that we shared with.. (:
HOME -Yummy Thai Food! (:

tt's about it (:

Love..

2009-06-30T01:46:00.000+08:00

Love is patient
Love is kind
Love is not jealous
Love does not brag
Love is not arrogant
Love is not rude
Love is not self-seeking
Love is not easily angered
Love keeps no record of wrong
Love is not expecting anything in return

Dear Lord, help me to truly learn how to love in the way that is glorifying to You..
Help me to be patient & to know You have a perfect plan for me.
Your will is best for me.
I pray you will show me Your will in my life

In Christ Alone, i shall live

Amen

In Christ Alone

2009-06-30T01:34:00.000+08:00

In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
this Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone! who took on flesh
Fulness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones he came to save:
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied -
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave he rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine -
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath.
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.

Dear Lord, teach me to be more like You ...
I love you, Lord

Beverly

Children's camp!

2009-06-24T17:44:00.000+08:00

Children's camp just ended...
I'm so bless by the kids/teens who shine for Christ so brightly!
Yeah! i was helping team Emerald! POWER-PAC ! (:
Great leaders ! Cheeky, cute team-mates i will never ever forget! haha

Through this camp, i learn many things ...
Yes, You are never too young to serve God!
Thank God for great revival among the kids!
Those who are really close to my heart like Jo-wei & many others wants to follow Jesus ! :D
Thank God for many souls saved too!
I can't wait to see the "Change life" in all of the kids! (:
God is indeed GOOD ALL THE TIME!
We should never ever underestimate the power of God!

Thank God for those who serve behind the scenes too..

The Lord Almighty is indeed worthy of all our praise! (:

I love you, Lord !

xo, Bev

let go, let God

2009-06-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

My richest gain I count but loss,
And pour contempt on all my pride.

All the vain things that charm me most,
I sacrifice them to His blood.

Love so amazing, so divine,
Demands my soul, my life, my all.

Let go, let God...

i'm leaving on a jet plane..

2009-06-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

I'll be gg to malaysia tmr for family camp ! (:

Meanwhile, have fun people!

Ppl like shek, aix ! YOU WILL REGRET IT!! hahahahhaha..

adios (:

life is just like a vapor..

2009-06-02T14:03:00.000+08:00

Before i start blogging, i would like to apologise for my non-frequent updates on my blog!
Yes Aika! i know, a blog is supposed to post! haha

I have been thinking lately about my life.
My neighbour just passed away without accepting Christ.
My bro Benji wanted to go to his place to share the gospel but he was sleeping
he wanted to see Tea-bag(my dog) too....
now, it's just all too late..

James 4:14- whereas you do not know what happen tomorrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapor that appears for a little time and then vanishes away..

I have been pretty off- focus recently. time to get back on track!

When it's all been said & done, there is just One thing that matters..

BES (:

2009-04-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

The 2 girls above are my besties (:
I had such great time with them yesterday!
Swimming or rather walking, jumping in the water! haha
Tanning, chill at steam room with conditioner on our hair.
night time, we PLAYED LEFT FOR DEATH!
i cldnt get the hang of it.
conclusion: i'm just lousy in computer games ):

Today, i went roller-blading with them again.
it was quite fun to blade ard night time.
windy but kinda too dark to see anything.

Overall,it was fun & i enjoyed myself! (:

2009-03-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

it's nice to see those who matters do care for me (:
thanks shek,aika,xiu!
WO YE AI NI ! (:
hahaha.

okay time for some updates!

i'm trying to use the last few weeks of my holidays to do something more meaningful.
it's so boring to just stay at home, chill & do nothing that would matter in the end.
i should do some babysitting or something.
you know what! i plan to open a childcare centre called
"13 shining stars childcare centre" or something
yeah, i know it's the same name as Jill's floorball coaching company but i guess it will be affiliated or something!
the kids will get to learn floorball or any other sports from Jill's company! (:
pretty cool huh?ha
anyone with me ? hahaha
But i need abt 200k to start a childcare centre.
Anyone out there willing to invest on my future business ? hahaha.

Come to think about it, the course that i'm currently taking in RP has nothing to do with what i want to do with my future!!
i guess i pretty much regret not studying hard for my O's!
i could be doing early childhood dip at ngee ann poly but nvm!
However, i don't think i want to see teresa everyday in school!
Seeing her at home everyday is bad enough!! hahaha.

Alright, i got to wake up really early tmr.
i can't be late anymore! i got to kick off the bad habit that i inherited from my DA JIE Shek & XIAO MEI Aika! HAHAH

nights (:

love me

2009-03-28T03:59:00.000+08:00

What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

love me..

Haji lane becoming a "ghost town"!!

2009-03-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

i got this strange feeling..
My blog is going to die soon...
it just got started , i know...
but yeah. i'm lazy to blog already. ):
okay, nvm! i shall be spontaneous & blog man!
i can't follow the footsteps of shek! FORGOT ABOUT HER BLOG!
how foolish can she get! hahahha

OKAY.
urm.. business at hajilane has been so bad!
Almost like a ghost town!
Economy Downturn is said to be here for a good 6 years!
i always wonder how can just 1 guy actually create such a great impact on the economy!!!
how scary isn't it..
i heard he was put behind bars but not like it's going to change anything ya?

But even in this time of distress, we can thank God that we still have a shelter over our head
& have food on our table every single day! (:

We ought to learn to be grateful for what we have.

Disturbance

2009-03-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

when i was sleeping, i had a bad dream
my sister esa told me i was banging the bed like crazy with my legs!!
she come up to me and ask me if I'm okay and i punch her nose unknowingly in my sleep! =p
When i woke up, she complained to me & tell me she's never going to wake me up when i sleep! hahah. but come on! she's the ultimate sleeping beauty!
she set all 5 alarms in her phone and yet she still can't wake up! instead she wakes me up all the time!! grrr
how terrible yeah? haha
Anyway,i guess i'm pretty dangerous when i'm asleep! so people please beware of that! hahaha

i guess you guys still rem the "oxygen" incident but yeah nvm, those who don't! just dun bother (:
yeah, that's about it!

adios people.

(:

2009-03-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

GH & MARTHA'S WEDDING * 21.03.09

Time for some update!
Everyone seems to be getting the cough,flu virus! '
Sick sick sick... the fault lies with the weather?
Anyway, i thank God that i'm recovering already!
I just pray hard that those around me din get my virus especially my mommy.

Shekinah

That girl is one great friend to rely on.
I thank God for her & how she never let me go even when i drifted so far away from God
It's sad to know, she's leaving soon.
By then,i can't disturb her pimples & blurr-ness anymore ):
But Shek, don't ever drift away from me okay?
Pls don't forget that you have a blog again ! You are seriously hilarious man! haha
I would want to keep updated about your life too!
Thanks for encouraging me spiritually & physically!
i love you Shek, i really do!

One of the greatest blessing God have given me is You (:

whoo!

2009-03-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

whoo!
i finally have a blog!! (: